[ That right there is the million dollar question, Jo. ]

I don't know. I thought I could. But maybe I can't. I mean, I guess I kinda did when he was in Purgatory. I didn't know if he was dead or alive or where to even start looking so I just... didn't.

I lived a normal life. And I was kinda happy for once.

But knowing Metatron killed him? I dunno.