[ It - it helps. Ghoul didn't actually want to. It was the thing that he was, it - but Jesse can't stop himself. He's still scared, he's so absolutely fucking terrified of - everything. It's frustrating. He doesn't trust. He can't. ]
Not -- not yet. [ He swallows hard, inhaling shakily. It's loud, over the communicators. ] Not yet. Look - I can't. This, right now, is bad enough, but - just for now, alright, just. [ Eventually it'll be okay. But not now. ]
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Not -- not yet. [ He swallows hard, inhaling shakily. It's loud, over the communicators. ] Not yet. Look - I can't. This, right now, is bad enough, but - just for now, alright, just. [ Eventually it'll be okay. But not now. ]