[It doesn't feel like enough; it's not a strong enough word to say how she really feels right now, but she can't manage much else.]
Good.
[She exhales, squeezing Ellen as tightly as she's able before reaching up to lightly lay a hand against the back of her head, curling her fingers into her hair as though she has to make sure, without a doubt, that she's real.
She's lost her twice now. Never again.]
Wait until everyone else hears-- Sam will want to know, and Dean.
[Ellen didn't have to know about the strain between the two of them and Dean, not just yet.]
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[It doesn't feel like enough; it's not a strong enough word to say how she really feels right now, but she can't manage much else.]
Good.
[She exhales, squeezing Ellen as tightly as she's able before reaching up to lightly lay a hand against the back of her head, curling her fingers into her hair as though she has to make sure, without a doubt, that she's real.
She's lost her twice now. Never again.]
Wait until everyone else hears-- Sam will want to know, and Dean.
[Ellen didn't have to know about the strain between the two of them and Dean, not just yet.]