[ It takes him a long time to answer. It might even seem like he's not going to. ]

Blaming you'd make me a f-fucking hypocrite. I had fucking -- I had influence too. [ And the first time can't be blamed on their captors. He sniffs, and his words slur a little. ] Maybe -- maybe if I hadn't gotten in your fucking face in the first place, huh? F'we weren't proud fucks.