[ video - day 206 ]

[lost_my_shoe]

[ Private video to Jo Harvelle ]

[ Remember how much older and more tired Sam looked when you first arrived, Jo? Well, he looks a whole lot worse now. Don't take it personally. The last few days have been hard for him. ]

Hey... You still up for that drink?

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[knifecollecting]

[She's going to end up innocently curling up against Sam.]

Yeah, it'll be fun.

[lost_my_shoe]

[ He can handle being innocently curled up against, as long as she can handle innocent hair petting in return. ]

Pretty sure I've forgotten what fun is.

[knifecollecting]

[...As long as it's completely innocent.]

Really?

[lost_my_shoe]

[ Hey! It's 100% innocent! He's the gentleman Winchester! ]

I guess we've been dealing with so much crap back home that we stopped making time for the fun stuff.

[knifecollecting]

[That doesn't mean he's innocent.]

...At least you can try that here.

[lost_my_shoe]

[ Sam takes offence at the insinuation that he is anything less than innocent! ]

A hunter's vacation hot spot!

[knifecollecting]

[Uh-huh.]

It figures that the only way to get us to take a vacation is by kidnapping us.

[lost_my_shoe]

Pretty effective way of getting us to take a break - you know, aside from the monsters here which still need hunting.

[knifecollecting]

Do we have weapons here?

[lost_my_shoe]

Well, I got the weapons I had on me when this place decided to pluck me out of my page on the calendar.

Whether there are other weapons... I dunno. Maybe.

[knifecollecting]

I don't have anything. Just a lighter.

[And technically one of the kitchen knives from her suite, but she doesn't really count that.]

[lost_my_shoe]

Well, at least we don't have to worry about you shooting us then...

[knifecollecting]

I know how to hit what I'm aiming at.

[Which is usually not friends.]

[lost_my_shoe]

Oh, no, I know you've got great aim - I meant purposely shooting us...

I mean, Dean's my brother but there are plenty of times when I want to shoot him.

[knifecollecting]

I can control myself enough not to shoot either of you if I felt like it.

[lost_my_shoe]

That's kinda good to know, actually. Pretty sure most hunters would love to take a shot at us.

[knifecollecting]

You guys aren't to blame for anything that happened to me. [Or to her mom.

Okay, well, they're a little to blame for some of it, but she doesn't blame them.]

[lost_my_shoe]

[ Yeah, they're probably a lot to blame for it. They did kind of let Lucifer out of his cage, and they were kind of the ones the hellhounds were after... ]

Think we both know that's not true...

[knifecollecting]

Come on. I went on trial and said that. It's the truth. [Even if neither of the boys seem to believe it.]

[lost_my_shoe]

[ Let's be real, the Winchester will always carry their guilt on their shoulders, even when they don't need to. One day they'll probably be crushed under the weight of it all. ]

People lie on trial all the time.

[knifecollecting]

I really didn't want to lie and I didn't need to lie. [She didn't want Dean to die. She told the truth.]

[lost_my_shoe]

We still blame ourselves.

[knifecollecting]

Neither of you should.

[lost_my_shoe]

We kinda carry a lot of guilt on our shoulders. We've gotten a lot of people killed...

[knifecollecting]

I know. [She knows both things.]

But sometimes it's not what you should be carrying around.