04 | video | day 97

[intelligently]

[ The face of one redhead that you might have seen before (but not for a few days). One that looks just a little freaked out (though is that any different to her regular face here?) ]

I don't know what's worse. Coming back here or what I came from.

[ It's not really the kind of thought you want to hear, or echo, but it's what she's wondering. It's what's on her mind, anyway.

It's late. She's been back for a few hours, and after getting back to her house and room she's tried to see (at least externally) what's changed. It doesn't look like a lot but: ]

I don't suppose that anything's changed around here? A mall opening, or a permanent door out? Or even less monsters.

[ Because please, there's enough back home without everything in the woods ]

( PRIVATE. Charlie Bradbury | Dean Winchester )

You're still here, right?

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[intelligently]

That they're likely to die too.

[ She knew that, it could have happened plenty of times already - especially to Scott with Allison's family being who they were ]

But that doesn't give me much of an out.

[venatical]

There is no out. Once you're in, you're in. You gotta learn how to adapt to the new setting. Like I said, find the good parts where you can find them. Might not be the same as they always were, but nothing's going to be the same anymore.

[ These speeches never get easier. ]

[intelligently]

Then I may as well just not plan for anything.

[ Sorry, Dean, but she wanted to get out of Beacon Hills and get away from it. Not that she can, considering she is part of it. Yay, banshee ]

If it's not the same then what's the point? All of this will just keep on happening and stop everything else. There is nothing else.

[venatical]

You can't think about it like that. Look, there's going to be shit. Something terrible's going to happen, something new's attacking the town, attacking your friends. You deal with that shit. But it's not 24/7 combat. You get a few hours to eat dinner with your friends; you catch a nice sunset, you find moments of peace here and there. That's what you hold onto.

[intelligently]

That wasn't exactly reassuring.

[ Try her another day, Dean, she might come around a little more (or at least accept it better), but for now she doesn't want it. Just knowing about werewolves was one thing, having them there was... fine. But being as involved as she is now? Finding dead bodies? That part she is not okay with ]