Day 90; Video 003

[bostonhowler]

[The breeze pushes her heavy hair behind her. She takes a deep breath and then puts a smile on for the camera. It's tentative, but there.]

I owe apologies. Quite a few of them. Riley, Charlie, St. Raphael, Derek....

[She pauses.]

Dilandau.

I had some personal trouble recently and lashed out at those that didn't deserve it. I apologize for not being able to keep my temper and for not explaining anything.

[Another pause.]

And for still not explaining anything.

I just... Please accept my apology. For those that don't wish to, [Dilandau] I understand.

I'm going to be staying at the lighthouse a bit, I think. I need the perspective and if something happens again, there won't be anyone to take the brunt of it. Except some seagulls, but they're usually pretty forgiving.

Comments

Re: audio:

[charring]

Would you think I was a terrible person if I said I didn't believe in God, Brigid?

Re: audio:

[bostonhowler]

No!

[She's actually shocked and a little hurt by that.]

My faith is mine, Charlie. Everyone has to find their own way, no matter who or what they believe in. I will always respect yours and ask only that you return the favor.

[Now she's worried. Is she pushy with it? She doesn't mean to be! It's just... part of who and what she is.]

Re: audio:

[charring]

That's why we're friends, Brigid. You're not pushy. And I appreciate it.

Re: audio:

[bostonhowler]

[She relaxes. She knows sometimes, she can be.]

If I ever am, don't be afraid to tell me to shut up. I think the meditation would help, if you wanted to try it? It's just an exercise is telling the brain where you want it to go.

Re: audio:

[charring]

I will. And if you need anything, let me know. I'll happily run it over.

Re: audio:

[bostonhowler]

Thank you, Charlie. Don't worry, I'll be back to help cook now and again.